it has been long enough not writing here.
It has quite a lot matter also that happened in my life.
2 year
That moment was a good early life, after brother graduated.
He supported me always. My spirit never last.
But fallen down later. I really could not reach my dream.
Then, i begun my bad life.
Lord, forgive me. It is me who have left You during 2 years.
I know You will not fulminate to me. I know that.
But it’s really painful. I have faced many problems.
“2010″ is the ghastliest year in my life history. Really..
My LORD,, hear me please…
In this time i just need something that can make me return to You.
Something that can discharge me from enchaining which have bound me during 2 years.
I can stay hitherto because the prayer of my mom, sister, and whoever love me.
Lord, am i still in your heart???
Does the picturesqueness which have planned by You still available for me?
Forgive me myLord…
Help me..
Nobody knows what an illness i tied during the time..
My Jesus,, my Lord.. If i can
Let me be with U..
